| tub ring bro...........HOLLER |
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soo here i am again..
back as usual..walking with a limp...
cuz you know..pimps muSt do that..ha..no but really..ive been majorly selling out LJ cuz of this damn myspace shit which everyone and their mother has,and if they say eww they hate it and think its gay..their lieing..cuz everyone eventually gets that shit..i was one of them..argh..
anywho...in mylife right now..im basically...just chilling..no school cuz at the time it started i couldent write yet (right hand was still all effed up) and i could barley make it to class without being entirely out of breath, its flippin nuts...so yea im going back to school in january which isent really so bad...and work..well i cant really do much..and im attempting to claim this fucking disability mula..and i cant be working in order to get that..but tonight im going out with my mom to either wal-mart or rag shop to buy...paint,beads and string, and lots of fabric..cuz im making me martha and aina halloween costumes..yay! were totally being hippies..like hardcore hippies...either that..or people from party monster...i wanna be James st. james man..how hot bro. anywho..i got this limewire shit on my new comp..soo im a download whore now..ha..im downloading every alk3 cd..why..cuz im in a nikki mood latley..fuck latley..like every day..and i like the little things that remind me of her..because latley..or for the past couple days i have had this intense feeling of insecurity..like im missing somthing really important from my life and its driving me insane..because i get sad..and i was such a happy person beofre the fucking accident..i felt like i had everythiung i needed in my life..K.Y.L.E and me are going to write a letter to mtv (true life)..and be like..true life..IM A SURVIVOR..ha..totally the k's idea..but why not..my idea was to write some kind of letter to incubus so maybe we cna have a memorial show for them..they were both of their favorites..or atleast InCuBus was really up there on niks book..and i never got to say goodbye or have any kind of memorial service for my two angles...soo k things we should write to mtv cuz then incubus would actually want to come cuz they would get so much press and tv time and shit..i dont maybe im just thinking out of my ass..but whatver its worth a try..i dont have high hopes or anything...soooooooooo...i miss certian people..whos names start with c's and j's...its sad and tearung at my heart..bleh...k well im going to finish downloading...
myspace=
www.myspace.com/sara4503
hit me up bitches..
LOve LovE loVe....
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[05 Jun 2005|06:03pm] |
hey everyone im back....if any one diddent know, ive been in the hospital for a while..
i can only type with one hand so its kinda hard butn oh well i gotta get back in the swing of shit ya know?
any who...im doing well i guess.im coming along slowly but surley..but god i miss nikki and miguel an insqane amount its nuts...
im glad to be back and i thank god that im alive...any way im looking foward to comments how all my potheads doing out there??? haaa
im done for now heading out to a bonfire holler!!!!!!!!!
i love u all
e.n.d
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planetarium Laser LIGHT show scheduale!
march 4th
9:00= laser jimmy buffet
10:00= Best of Pink floyd
april 1st
9:00- laser avril lavigne
10:00 Laser Rock show
may 6th
10:00= laser pink floyd (dark side of the moon)
june 3rd
9:00= the doors
10:00= best of jimi hendrix
july 1st
9:00= tool
10:00= metallica
sept 2
9:00- pink floyd
10:00= pink floyd
oct 7th
10:00= a perfect cicrle
shows cost 8 dollars with student ID...and if you go on weekdays after 4:00 then its only 6 buxx...
how fucking awsome..im so Stoked!..I CAN NOT WAIT TILL JUNE 3RD!!!!!
HOLLER
OK SO NE WHO IM AT WORK AND IM ALL BORED AND STUFF...WOah caps was on..sry...
HAPPY V-TINES DAY MY PRETTIES</croll>
k this was mainly a reminder entry so byeeeee
love love love.
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for lunch today im eating this Nasty yummy protein bar...sum myoplex shit...pedro left me a bunch and i dont have lunc today so i figured...what the hell..so its officially friday..and i should be getting off work soon..yay!...im anxious to see when chine n ain get back ya know..i think it might even be tonight..woOpa...
sooo...i dont know what to do tonight....i know how i will be with...but i dont know what im going to be doing althought i have one idea <3 :c)..
woah J just called work and made fun of the way i answered...hes a funny boy:c)
blah bleh blah...2 morro im working at flight logisitcs and am getting paid by both jobs on tuesday...holler at a player...that dosent help me much this weekend though
im gunna see if i can get out of here now
love love love.
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well work today is gunna b wickid sweeeeeeT...my boss and pedro are out of town for a week to europe so its just me and my sister working...im escited!.,..plus we have this new guy paul who worked here a long time ago..and i guess they brought him back...but ne who hes gay and awsome!...well j got in a fender bender..ouCh..so thats the news of the week....aaaaaaaaaaaalso..im effin bored...this is pointless...today i have this procedure thing at the hospital and im a tit nervous...actually im really nervous but thats probebly because i hate hospitals...*shudders*
i can't wait to get my other tattoo..if u know miguel its kinda like his but im not sayin ne thing until i get it..and i'll post pics :x'
so schools draining as all hell..but i gotta get thro it...and then im gunna take summer classes with nik and maybe even get out of this town..lol..anYwho...right now im flat broke....actually i have 80 buxXx and i get paid again on monday but yea...i wanna go shopping..
also..i wanna do somthing so nice for my mom cuz shes awsome and i love her...and now im gunna go byeeee
love love love
:c)
ps- i miss u much nik and aina!!!!!!!!!!!!
pps-incubus is the shIT
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[06 Feb 2005|09:51pm] |
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yO i got cramps...and not just cramps
but like..these massive shots of pain that keep going thro the lower half of my body..gay...thats the only word i can think to describe it at the moment..so anY who..im bored kinda...watching this gay super bowl at J's..that wouldent really be that gay if i had any idea about football..dont get me wrong i think the sports fuckin awsome..but..my lazy ars cant rally get into many sports..lol...so yea..im kinda tired..i kinda wanna go to sleep...im still kinda sick..and thats well um..not cool..im just waitin for miguel to take my ass home in his hot ass new ride...holler at a player..
so yea work 2 morro...which is kinda cool cuz we have cake there...(twas my boss's b-day on saturday)..oh balls i cant even eat..im having this procedure done at the hospital to check if im ok for cancer.nfuiehfuebnfuinwe...i hate hospitals but since im "high risk" cuz of mi madre and im 18 now i have to go for checkup shits....whatever..gotta get through it right...im supposed to drink liquids for like 2 days strait and this nasty black shit they give in the hospital...
cramps= death
whatever i need to sleep
love love love...
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work work work....my life is work...2 jobs muh fuckas....
tuesday, thursday and saturday mornings im at flight logistics...monday wensday and friday im at mobelform...and all the rest of the time..i have maybe 5 hours to myself not including sleep, but im with my friends all the time..i <3 them...
okay tho im effin busy..it feels good to be busy..
like 2 nights ago i lit a receipt on fire in my room and when J yelled at me to put it out i was like...noooO i like it..
maybe u had to be there....the chili cook off was rather fun, i got crunk really early in the morning..and nikki was my designated partner...music is cool....
oH the randomness...
i miss him!
again with the randomness....
harold and kumar go to white castle is officially one of my favorite movies!
me n nik <3333 freakshow!
okay...boredddd
love love love
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I wish I could sleep
But I can't lay on my back
Because ther's a knife
For everyday that I've known you
When you want it
It goes away too fast
Times u hate it
It always seems to last
But just remember when you think you're free
The crack inside your fucking heart is me
Lie to me, cry to me, give to me
I would
Lie with me, die with me, give to me
I would
Keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair
I hope at least we die holding hands for always
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all work and no play makes sar a very naughty girl....
heh jk...but it sucks cuz i have to start at my new job this saturday and work from 8 30 till 12 30 which isent really a big deal but ok...
mental thaught
80.00
+ 40.00= 120.00
k coool, thats how much i got right now
um yesterday was neat? i went to school then to ainys to hang out with her n j alexander..then miguel and john and nik came over n we had fun until the "chiliheads" left for work...then later that night it was on to hanging out with both johns n brian then off to ains again...ps-nik i sweat ur shirt so bad dood!....
so J told me we might go to a haggus show toniught...strait...
get me outta here meng i cant even take it ne more
tonight shall b fun...oOo yea
tgif guys.......tgif
love love love.
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doodooooooo caca
im at work, bleh...actually its not so bad, my boss went to Isreal this week so i have like nada to do..lol on monday i left early..okay so it was kinda planned but i diddent feel good..n i got to hang with friends..w/E..school started back up and its been pretty good..thankfully i have a math teacher who speaks english, n i think im doing pretty well in the class so far..my child psych teacher is reallly cool too and my 1101 teacher is so sweet and i made some amigos too. Its cool. Last night was John Alexanders b-day, so J,nik,ain me and joe went to coldstones and he was the only one who atually ate..lol..im real happy is in our lil click now hes so froggen awsome...hes sweet...hes...inCredible..lolol..nik and ainy got jobs at chilis n im so proud of them..go gals!..i have an english quiz 2 morro and i havent bought the book but i shall 2 morro..i saw kristin at publix last night suprisingly, she looked so cute in her lil uniform..lol..that was nice tho..umm....what else what else..i might join a gym?lol i think my mom wants me to. so what the hey..oh ive been planning on getting another tattoo and finalllllllllllllllly i think i know what i want
SWEET!
im gunna start using my moms digi cam cuz like.....she never uses that crap n i wanna..soo yea...this is geting pretty pointless...i hope my sister in law lets me leave a lil early today to that would be WiCkeD awsomeeeeee...
ps...10th grade clone kat i miss u!
love love love.
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okay...so...s0me green eyes are hot <3
damn bro.
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spainsh kid called me spainsh kid called me! booyah..
so im coming home 2 morro and im ObEr excited!..i went into the city today n bought toys n such for my bestest friends...and 2 morro when i get back ill have x-mas all over again!..yay!...i like it here in ny but its fucking cold as hell and i cant even take it! i could live here for about a year and be happy..and im sad cuz i love my brother matt so so so much n he lives here n i live in fl..hes the best..bleh..anywho...so spainsh kid called like twice n thats cool = c )
love love love
ps- happy late newyear!
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[29 Dec 2004|03:25am] |
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salvador dali=genius
well yesterday my brother matt came and picked me up so i spent the day with him n his girlfriend..i missed him soOooo much..i had an awsome time, we did so much, somethings more exciting then others, one thing in particular that ive been WAiTing to do..lol (nik u know what im talkin about)..lol..sooo..i slept over n then i seriously saw the biggest mall ever...we dropped his girlfriends daughter off with her friend...shes THE most trendy girl ive ever met..lol shes cute though..just like..the youngest 16 year old ive ever met...allot of the ones i know act more mture then me..lol...so
its official
im gunna quit my job but not until i find a new one, and right now i have two options....working for my cousins n his friends, or my moms friend carol who will pay mad caSh..w/e well see what comes my way....2 morro im going shopping with my cousin..(keeping myself busy)...and then 2 my g-mas for sum hearty ItalIano food...then thursday were off to the city, where i shall get some goodies for my amigos back home!...i <3 the city but i could only live there for like a year at a time cuz it seriously gets really intense..and its so expensive..but its awsome....
i really wanna go to....London, Japan and South Africa....i vow to go to those places b-4 i die...ive been thinkin, after i get whatever degree i get lol, i might wanna do some charity work over in like africa, i know people cant picture me doing that, but ive been reading stuff about it and it really intrigues me, and i love how rewarding i would feel....eh w/e...just stuff to look foward to right!
soo ne who ill b home in 5 froggen days n i cant wait even though now im a lil sad to leave cuz i really love my big brother..bleh..alllrity then
i guess im done for today....damn bro its 3 30 in the morning...hot.
byee Lover.
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[26 Dec 2004|08:05pm] |
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today i decided NOt to go to my aunts house, i feel kinda bad cuz shes soooo nice...aunt sigi how cute is that....oh well..ive been feeling really our of it for these past 3 days...its like...FUCk..alrite w/e...my cellphones whack, its not working..and i finally realized that theres ares on this bootleg old ass computer my uncle owns so i downloaded a few tunes..i tested out my chemical romance to see what nix raving about, she said i would like them so what the hay!..(nik their friggin awsome)...today i watched saved and love actually...love actually being one of my most favorite movies...i cry everytime i watch it....its just a good movie...mi amigo chris just told me that he found a "bitch" who might be giving jenna a run for her money..so well see what happens with that..im gunna go into the city again 2 morro i think, so there i shall get lil goodies for my darlings back in the durty durty..wow..
nE who...im fucking freezing....i would hate living up here in the winter time cuz everythings such a hassle (sp?)...u gotta wear like 16 layers of clothing just to stay warm then when u get inside its friggin hot as a mo fo...dammit!..the new gwen cd is really cool, i gave it a run for its money? yea...sO..im bored..my fucking dog attacked me today so i now have a nice bitemark in my hand...thanks butch..this is getting kinda random..soooo....
love love love.
suck a dick
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[25 Dec 2004|11:08pm] |
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im in NYC..still unfortunatly....its been a depressing ass day...i officially miss...nikki J joe ain n bobe soo soo soooo much its makin me nuts!....but oddly enough i had x-mas dinn dinn with the drumer from simple plan....wooooo hooooo brrrooo..lol....apparently one of my cousins is dating him? coolness..ne who...
sO! big news...me and lil justin humpMe (heh) r like total best friends now...thats my awsomesssst x-mas present..hes a good lad..yes he is...all best friends r gay exept him n the people up thur!
i got phatty shite for x-mas so far..
but my real x-mas is jan 3rd the day i get back, and im hanging out with a long lost friend whom i havent hung out with in almost a year...woOp
today is delete people from my life day and i can already think of 2.....and im 98% positive its for the good, even though it...makes me think...i need consistant people ya know..the lovers not fighters? or sumthing like that,poop...gr.
i miss FL..i miss my latin lover john from spain..k maybe not..I JUST MISS HIS BODY! lol
..bring me home bitches
k bye
MERRY CHRISTMAS
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